Coronadofwb

I look at my journal entries and can't believe, has it really been since 2013 since I last updated?? Hello All! I hope this journal finds each of you well. Thank you all for sticking around with me for so long. So what has happened since all of this time has passed? I graduated with my first bachelors, fell very ill, found a job, had surgery and became well again, went back to school and graduated with my second bachelors, paid off my student loan, got the boot, found another amazing job, and bought my own house. I make it sound easy and simplistic but it was a whirlwind of emotion and just overall, tremendous stress, so I disappeared for a

Hello all! I know I have been pretty inactive here for quite a good while now, which was not my intention. I'm still around, and have not abandoned dA, nor do I plan to any time soon. Life can happen, and life has been very unkind to me for several years now. I had recently graduated with my Bachelor of Science degree earlier in 2012 which took up much of my time for the last few years. On top of the load I was dealing with something very personal and very difficult from late 2011 until late last year. I might be over said conflict now, but I just never know. And on top of this, some of you may know, I've been critically ill since August, an

… or more like the lack there of. It seems like for the first time in a long time I just want to sit and actually be able to draw, and pretend that things are normal in my life. I could always just sit down and do it, but as I approach my sketchbook my confidence just droops in an instant, and I turn away from it as if I was just insulted. I've never had so much trouble trying to do something as simple as drawing a picture. Shouldn't it beat this upper-level college work I'm constantly stuck with?? Current circumstances just add to this frustration, as of mid-late August I have been getting very ill, in freakish ways I never knew possibl